it may be hard

i am discovering joy.
in all things little and sweet and even the hard things.

i have been asking god for direction in my life. what comes next? i find myself impatiently awaiting his answer. "what, lord? what do i do?" but i know the lord is teaching me something different. just knowing, having faith even if it is so so small that god is asking me to wait. just wait.

i can give all things up and stand in awe of my abba.
he is so good to me.

psalms 27:14 Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord.